Deliverance

I have been betrayed by many
Vile words have been spoken about me
I lose them all with that fermented nectar
And for a moment I feel better
A drunken fool is all you see
Only because I'm never happy
I want my life to be perfect
I ask for just a little respect
How can I get that on a buzz?
I hurt people just because
Laying in a random bed, poisoned again
I hear my voice, pure and plain
I realize i have said this all aloud
My first prayer, angels all around
Eyes closed, a voice comes in clearly
"All men will hate you for me
By standing firm you will gain life."
I know the only way out of my strife
Is to rest in the hands of God
For he will deliver me from the sod